New year....new priorities...

As 2009 is coming to a close, many different reflections of the past year have been constantly running through my head... I have been thinking back on both the positive and negative things that have occurred. It’s upsetting that the negative have outweighed the positive. -_-;;;
For one thing, I almost lost my life in the stupidest way possible. You learn from these mistakes, I guess. On a positive note, however, I have done a lot in the year of 2009. I made it through high school, and graduated ranking in the top ten percent. I got accepted into college(s). I had amazing friends, and hung out moreso than I have in the past. Though some of these friendships have fizzled out, I still have come to see people for who and what they truly are.
Sadly, all good things must come to an end.

As I reached graduation, I could not wait until college. However, within three weeks of school starting, I got myself into trouble. =( However, I am okay! Thanks to two of my friends, (who I was not very close to…until this year..) I’m alright. =) Though most of the people I hang out with do not ‘approve’ or ‘like’ them, I am forever grateful to those two people. Without them, I really think that I would not be here to this day.
Yet again, maybe a month and a half later, I got myself into trouble…AGAIN. =( The first time was not my fault, but this time, I’ll admit, was out of PURE STUPIDITY. Not only was it stupid, but I had a lack of control. Again, I thought I was going to be dead…but I’m not (obviously)…Thanks to ONE friend (whom I am sad to say we grew apart). It sucks, but people change. I will admit that I have. Everyone has. It’s a way of life.

As the new year approaches in less than 24 hours, I must say that I will set new goals for myself. I cannot continue to live so recklessly. I now know where my priorities lie.

This is an extremely honest post…judge me if you wish to. I don’t care anymore.

Bring it on, 2010.